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Devious Journal Entry

Wed Oct 26, 2011, 8:48 PM


"Throughout my lifetime I've left pieces of my heart here and there and now, there's barely enough to stay alive. But I force a smile, knowing my ambition far exceeded my talents."




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26/10 edit: Listening to the Beatles to ignore things that are happening in my life.
It'd all be easily solved with a simple word, Yes or No, but...

It's seemingly too complicated. I should be more considerate, however.
Even I am ill. Even I know life isn't easy, right?



"You say yes, you want it true, but when you say no, I break down, and I wish it weren't you."
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Finally something spectacular in my life happens <3
Only.. to be crushed. OTL; ughh.. my luck as always.

Never get your hopes up for anything :c




Pikachu Journal Skin by ~starrily
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: O-bla-di O-bla-da
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Not hungry
  • Drinking: Nothing
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:iconnasikasakura:
*NasikaSakura Oct 28, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
Don't worry, sweetheart. You're young and a wonderful young woman. You're too young to give up hope. You don't always get what you want, and that doesn't mean that you will stop wanting it, but soon enough the pain will fade and you go on. And more good things will come if you keep your chin up with those who love you helping you to hold up your weight when you no longer feel you can yourself.
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:iconhatakesage:
=HatakeSage Oct 28, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh no, I'm very happy, its just I am tired of being so ill...
OTL
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:iconnasikasakura:
*NasikaSakura Oct 28, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
I know what you mean. . . I was sick almost constantly with constant headaches, lightheadedness, and all around feeling horrid for about two years. My doctors wouldn't even test me and always told me, "It's just puberty..." Um. . . Escuse me? I'm 17 years old now, 15 at the time. . . Yeah. . . Most of that stuff was for the most part done already. =__= *irritated* So they kept that up until I passed out, medically dead for quite a while, came back to with no memory and babbling jibberish, as my mother tells me since I passed out again and came too as myself and still have no memory of that. I was taken to the hospital and they did all sorts of tests, only to fins that on the last one-- the brain scan-- that it was as simple as a severe sinus infection that had gone untreated so long that it had spread to my frontal lobe. I'm just one of the rare people who can't feel the sinus infection, and only felt the effects it was having on my head and that to the rest of my body. . . BUILT UP FOR TWO YEARS. . ! asdfghjkl Stupid doctors. . . They could have at least done some TESTS while I was seeing them during that time. And get this. . . My doctors wouldn't even get me the medication I was prescribed by the doctor at the hospital to treat it! I had to march my happy little rear back to the hospital the next day and pray that I would be able to find the doctor that had be there in emergency care and see if he would be able to get it for me instead.

I know this doesn't amount to the same as you, but still. . . Sorry, I was ranting. ^^; I don't have much luck with these doctors I currently have, but Medicare is very limited ion where it can be used~
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:iconairlon:
Yeah, life is hard some to most of the time :(
but, (I am quite attached to my religion saying this ^^; ) I believe that God has a purpose for everything, and that he won't let us suffer or be harmed by anything we cannot conqour.
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:iconbeanyneko:
~Beanyneko Oct 27, 2011  Professional
Feel better <3 <3 <3 we love you
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:iconlittlekitten993:
*hugs* i know what you mean, nothing good ever comes from my life either but hey Im a good listener so if you wanna talk Im here.
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:iconlove-who:
~Love-Who Oct 27, 2011   Artisan Crafter
:( *hug*
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:iconisacchi:
~isacchi Oct 26, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:hug:
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